— WHAT IS PMDD ? —
I will start off by saying, PMDD is NOT PMS. In addition if you have PMDD and you’ve been diagnosed with PMDD likely this disorder has turned your home into a cage. This is how you know. PMDD is not just about mood swings, for some it means trapped doors and the inability to leave the house. PMDD can keep people confined, isolating them from friends, work, and basic life needs.
Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder—also known as Premenstrual Dysphoria, Late Luteal Phase Dysphoric Disorder, or PMDD—is a cyclical, hormone-based mood disorder with symptoms arising during the premenstrual, or luteal phase of the menstrual cycle and lasting one to two (and sometimes three) weeks at the onset of menstruation. Symptoms of PMDD can disappear the day of or shortly after bleeding begins.
As of now, there is no definitive cause of PMDD, and certainly not a one size fits all. It is thought that PMDD may be the result of an abnormal cellular response to the hormone changes a women experiences during the Luteal phase of her menstrual cycle—an increase and or decrease in estrogen and progesterone and the sensitivity to any and all fluctuations of these sex hormones, often times Progesterone being the primary instigator. Although hormone levels appear to show “normal” for most women with PMDD, it is the brain’s reaction to these changes in hormone levels that is abnormal.
The Research that has been done to date also reveals a connection between low levels of serotonin and PMDD. Serotonin, also known as the “Feel good hormone,” is one of the “Happy” hormones. Serotonin helps regulate mood, attention span, sleep and pain. In women with PMDD, the hormonal shifts experienced at the time of (or leading up to) bleeding can cause a serotonin deficiency/drop, resulting in crippling emotional and physical symptoms. Most women will experience this drop in serotonin monthly however the brains reaction to the drop is what causes PMDD.
Women with PMDD are at an increased risk for postpartum depression as well as suicidal behaviors. Sex hormones during pregnancy fluctuate quite dramatically, affecting cellular response. The brain’s response to the rise and fall of estrogen and progesterone during ovulation, miscarriage, and menopause may also cause a crippling response.
From my experience, I believe that many women struggling with PMDD symptoms carry trauma in the body that might never have been addressed. The irony is that trauma may cause PMDD, while PMDD is also causing the trauma. There is often a pre disposed genetic component, trauma itself can turn that gene on and you can go from PMDD free to suddenly having a very complex pathology. Trauma comes in all shapes and sizes and is relative. It could have been a shock trauma once-off event, birth trauma, childhood developmental trauma or any other experience that left a mark on the nervous system, or on their mothers nervous system and their mothers nervous system and on and on it goes…
It’s important to get professional support from a therapeutic practitioner who you feel safe with and who is trauma informed and trained. Preferably familiar with Ancestral work, who speaks the language or has direct experience and beyond your standard mainstream care.
I also believe that many women unconsciously tap into what I describe as collective trauma. The fact that the menstrual cycle and menstruation itself has been shamed and silenced generationally is something that impacts many of us on a physical level. Taking a look at working with boundaries can help with this so we don’t take on the world’s pain in our bodies.
Generational trauma is also a thing. This is when trauma experienced by our ancestors is passed on generationally. For example, if a grandmother was in a warzone or living in a highly abusive dynamic then that impacts how she relates and cares for her children and these wounds get passed down to your mother. Take some time to consider what traumas were experienced by your ancestors, begin to ask questions and learn where you came from. There are many things you can do to soothe this trauma, via energy work, shamanism, somatic therapy, parts work and much more. At this level, listening to your body and doing what you feel called to do is usually the most appropriate way to step in and shift things.
There is no saliva test or blood draw to diagnose PMDD. Diligently tracking symptoms and detailed journaling for 3-6 months is a good place to start when diagnosing PMDD. It is critical to see and become witness to the patterns of PMDD. It takes great Self Awareness and observation to see yourself and the cyclical, clockwork-like patterns that take place—the enormous highs and lows, and the vast array of symptoms that come with PMDD
“Fall Naked in your arms…”
Symptoms of PMDD:
Feelings of sadness, despair, or suicide
Feelings of isolation, depression, anxiety
Panic attacks, extreme mood swings, or frequent crying
Unexplained anger and rage
Lasting irritability, frustration or confusion
Lack of interest in daily activities and personal relationships
Inability to regulate or hold a job or relationship
Trouble thinking/focusing
Inability to take care of life or simple needs
Tiredness, low-energy, days/weeks spent in bed
Heavy body, feelings of sedation
Numbness & Tingling
Food cravings or binge eating
Trouble sleeping and insomnia
Feeling out of control
Suicidal
Bloating, breast tenderness, and joint pain
Headaches and/or migraines, the need to be in dark quiet rooms
*These symptoms occur 1-3 weeks before menstruation and go away the moment bleeding begins or within a few days after bleeding begins.
“If you are not free to be who you are, You are not Free.”
-Clarisa Pinkola Estes
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